So yesterday I was all, "oh, me so angry, me so mad, grrrrrr, me need to go cry now"? Yeah, that was a lot about the fact that I was asking for presence from God and grace to put one foot in front of the other and wasn't feeling the love.
Then, last night when I couldn't sleep, I realized it was right in front of me all along and it was banging on my door in the form of someone who wanted to listen to me and help me carry this.
Bamm! Right there, between the eyes.
So, just living the moment of grace for as long as it lasts.